 Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 11:00 PM
happy bits of us. heeheehee i think sarah au is starting to love me crazily. not true, but never mind. aw JIE JIE. HAHAHA. anyway, she has successfully influenced me to like korean boy bands. hahaha at least for now, DBSK. haha oh man they are so irresistibly funny and cute. but seriously, i didn't thought i would like them. oh well! :))))))))))) changmin and junsu is super, super cute because they are like so blur and everything and changmin simply claps his hands and laugh every single minute in any variety shows. junsu is always picked on so maybe that's why i like him! jaejoong is really funny. really, really. they make me feel happier! of course, the temporal kind. but for now, i'm contented. :) of course, the other thing happening in my life is... working at FEK! whee i'm really enjoying myself because the children really take my mind of really unpleasant and worrying matters. i thank God for the break, for letting me do something meaningful :) oh and TREVORRRRRRRRRR is really my newfound love. heh we held handssssssssss. okay and there's a reason why i really, really do like him besides CUTE. oh no but i'll definitely be very sad when i stop helping out there because i'll miss them(him!) :( oh oh and Trevor likes green! haha okay i should stop. :D 'o' level results are coming out on monday. and undeniably i'm nervous and scared but then again... with the Lord, there's no need to. i really gotta trust :) YAY THIS IS A HAPPY POST! and ruimin yes thank you, as always :) PS, i'm so gonna post pictures next time! heehee but that is if my internet connection stops being so annoying. haha! it's love. Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 9:45 PM
crossroads the first one. i find it so hard to be happy these few days. and i find myself so detached from the things and people i want to be with most. i stop trusting, and i doubt a lot. i even considered giving up. how sad is this? i guess i simply didn't think it'd be as easy as i thought it would be. and i definitely didn't know the kind of choices that i want to make now. it's already a blur to me the right decision- the one that wouldn't displease God, or rather, the one that would please Him. maybe it's because i'm stubborn and rebellious and i've decided that i want to stop living my life the way everyone around me wants to. maybe it's just me that causes all the unnecessary problems. and perhaps that's the reason why i can't seem to accept any of the 'good' advices. but how i wish my mind was simpler, that i would just think normally like most people. can't i just do it the way everyone does? what's wrong with me? everything. sometimes i really wish i could have the support of the people i care most about. but if i don't, maybe the reason really, really lies with me. then i must be a horrible girl. it's a small thing.. right? i pray i can simply trust the Lord and wait for the peace that He will give me.. the only happy thing these two days is being able to work in fek and seeing the little children. it makes me forget the unpleasant things because after that, i'd be too tired. haha :) and well yes, they ARE cute. heh and happiest news of the day: i found my new love Trevor! (haha he held my hands okay.heh heh heh) it's love. Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 10:50 PM
melancholy whether you cry or laugh, whether you're happy or sad, the earth continues to revolve and time continues to tick away. the world will simply carry on in life and nothing changes. people and things won't change for you. i dreamt. and when i woke up i realised just like a cycle that has been repeating for months, no i haven't let go yet. Little do men perceive what solitude is, and how far it extendeth. For a crowd is not company, and faces are but a gallery of pictures, and talk but a tinkling cymbal, where there is no love. - Francis Bacon it's love. Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
feelings aren't that cold after all  Rise up again. Take back the ground. Christmas is over in the blink of an eye.. but i still do feel the after-effects :) The happiest part of receiving gifts and cards i think, is reading all the personalised and touching messages from people you would least expect. i would say i feel so comforted, and truly i thank God. oh and right now, i miss so, so many people! Joy, aManda, LKmei, KRuimin and EuniceTHE and all the 4Maddys! i talked to Joy over the phone a short while and i can't say just how much i miss her(& her not so sarcastic sarcasm as well as her kiasu syndromes.HAHA!) we will all meet on monday if i go to nat's house..which i still don't know if i can make it. because there's basketball dinner at night. hmmhmm hmm... ohh and MANDA& HER LOVABLE CHEEKS. haha we're so 'busy' we keep missing each other ): and heh heh we're going on a date like SOON. oh no and i realised looking at our pictures don't help at all because they make me miss all of them even more :( it's okay i'll meet y'all soooooooon. random facts.. i'm starting to get nervous for the 'o' level results. i can't win in chess. i can only play the piano by memorising the order of keys to press.(which means i can't play) i'm fascinated with playing the piano. i miss lots of people now. i worry when i watch liverpool play nowadays. i'm starting to have chocolate overdose. i really feel like playing basketball. i have facial wash on my face now as i'm blogging. i think nadia's display picture of her when she's young is really cute.(talking to her now..hahaa!) i have the song grace stuck in my head right now. i'm looking forward to tomorrow and i don't know why. i have only slept on my bed like 4 times in 3 weeks this month. i miss my bed. i feel like i'm wasting my time away now. HAHA OKAY what's wrong with me! GOODBYE & I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A BLESSED CHRISTMAS! :D it's love. Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 11:27 AM
He is not here He is not here, but is risen... Luke 24:6 THE CROSS. The Romans executed only the worst criminals by crucifixion. Even though He had done no wrong, Jesus was crucified along with two such criminals. Crucifixion was a very painful death. The hands were nailed to the cross bar, and nails were driven through the heels into the post. It usually took a long time to die on the cross. (this was found in the study bible for kids) And reading it just reminds me once again that Christmas isn't just about being merry. It came along with the death of Christ and His love for us. it's love. @ 12:09 AM
thoughts nope we don't share the same thoughts. it's funny how thoughts play with us. and so i made a decision not to think too much anymore. haha oops did i blogged this already? because it sounds so familiar.. haha. but anyway, well yup that shall be something for me to work on. Christmas used to be something i always looked forward too. but this year... i don't know :/ hmm but either way the focus should be on Christ. :) "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets." Matthew 7:12 And i can't help but to find it so, so true.. although the person you expect it to be, might not be.. and the person least expected is actually the one. But no matter what, it's the best if it's in God's plan. Haha i'm starting to not understand myself. it's love. Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
blank. i just came back from yf camp, and oh hey it was better than i expected! thank God :) and yeah i managed to let go of certain 'burdens' weighing me down for quite some time. from the messages and of course, the people too. i would say, indirectly. either way, i wouldn't be able to change in this little aspect without God's grace. yupyup so anyway, the messages really made me see things from a different view and even just remind me of the passion so strong i had for Christ once. and especially since Christmas is round the corner, i guess we all should really reflect on the meaning behind it and once again be reminded that it's more than just an occasion, but the fact that Jesus Christ died on the cross to pay for our sins. it was His love for us. hmm and yep the games were really meaningful, and i had lots of fun although there were no water games :) oh and and i think the yfers are really funny. haha! and so i just want to thank God for both yf and ltf camps. i really learnt a lot and enjoyed myself, both in a really different way. these lessons are precious, and God taught them to me indirectly through the people, as well as the messages. some people's testimony really touched me and made me feel exactly the same way. i need to change. okay so today ltf had caroling. at mount elizabeth, then ernest's house, and then debb's house. it was great! oh and now i'm feeling tired so i should probably go sleep now because i don't want to be late for tomorrow's service :(((((( i think the holidays really passed quite quickly, and 2010 is just a few more days away. i'm having mixed feelings and most of them aren't good :/ i'll be getting the o lvl results in around 3 weeks and i have totally no idea what's next. okay, not totally.. but still. blank blank blank blank blank :( i don't know if i should go poly or jc, or even which jc.. but i guess it's already all in God's hands, i simply have to trust in Him and pray that He'll guide me. okay and so for now, i shall just wait for the results.. heh. so many thoughts, and they all point to one same thing. as we come to this special time of year, may our minds still be focused, may our visions still be clear. as we ponder over this season we understand the reason that Christ came to down earth as man.. it was love. it was love that made the sacrifice, it was love that paid the awful price. o may we not forget Lord help to remember, that Christ came down to earth for more than just December. His birth prepared the way for His work on calvary.. our Christmas wish, our Christmas is that we not forget.. Amen. Amen. it's love. |
magdalene For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. Matthew 6:21 cedar basketball. liverpool is love. fernando torres is double triple love. i have a tendency to smile whenever i think of something funny.and i get lost quite easily because i dont have a good sense of direction. i really appreciate smiles and i think people who play music and sports are really talented. i think ballet is cool. Wherefore I put thee in remembrance that thou stir up the gift of God, which is in thee by the putting on of my hands. For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Lord, nor of me his prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the gospel according to the power of God; Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began, But is now made manifest by the appearing of our Saviour Jesus Christ, who hath abolished death, and hath brought life and immortality to light through the gospel: 2 Timothy 1:6-10 archives November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 affiliates Liverpool Home Danae Deborah Eunice Hoiyan Jedidah Jia Ai Jia Jian Jia Min Joanna Joline Josiah Kemei Melinda Nadia Naomi Ruimin Sher Min Wan Jun credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |